dream

[rogerdoger]

nightmare last night for the first time in a long time. Guess it doesn't help watching the movie the Fly right before going to bed. The only part of the dream I can remember was being about to undo some tiny screw that controlled something really major from myself and knowing once I took it apart it was going to be almost impossible to put back together again, but also knowing the screw had to be taken out. I then woke with what I thought was one of my not being able to breath attacks. But one gaining consciousness I realized I didn't feel blocked up in my nose and I could breath, I was just sort of not breathing again. this might be part of a sort of cold Im fighting. I have a sore throat, a bit of a cough, but no mucus muck coming out yet. I really should do something about health insurance. Since being in India I did like all the other long term travelers and went without insurance. Its a waste of money. No one is going to steal your shit in India and if you get sick or even if you needed a major operation, its so cheap that you can just take the risk and not get insurance. Someone told me they had their appendicitis taken out and it cost something like $30.