Skipped any workouts yesterday, stomach just never felt right, even had just a soup for dinner. Ran this morning and killed my calves. They were screaming on the climbs round the red arrow, but kept on pushing and made it round twice. Calves can take a beating and recover fast. Weight is hovering around 74 still. Just need to focus on the running and not worry too much about the weight, it will come down eventually.
One of the other points I brought up with R was that she makes this huge deal about words. I can't say pussy or tits, or anything like that, not even during sex. So it gets boring and they are just words. I told her this and so now I have this feeling that she is going to bring it up like, "Ok you can say those words when we have sex" then when we have sex she'll say the words or tell me to say the words like some sort of structured performance. Its going to be so fake and painful.
One of the other points I brought up with R was that she makes this huge deal about words. I can't say pussy or tits, or anything like that, not even during sex. So it gets boring and they are just words. I told her this and so now I have this feeling that she is going to bring it up like, "Ok you can say those words when we have sex" then when we have sex she'll say the words or tell me to say the words like some sort of structured performance. Its going to be so fake and painful.