long time

Well looks like I'm getting worse at updating. I've been trying to figure that out. Why is it now everything is good I don’t have time for this. Same with my prayers at night. I jump into bed and forget all about it. In some ways I miss all the chaos that made me really look inside myself. I feel like I've lost my edge at therapy too. Drifting back into spending my session driveling on about petty things that are just the normal day to day grind. I've not had time to read either. It was so nice to be in bed by 8.30 and read for an hour. I think since I’ve been seeing Debi I've spent a lot of evenings with her and only got home by 9.00 and then its too late to do anything but climb into bed. Least I am staying with the getting up early and working out. Swimming has been the main focus, only because its been too damn cold out to do anything else. Racing season for mountain bikes is getting closer, so I need to get my shit back together again for that.

OK well that was good. A little update, think I'll go read for a bit then get off to the gym for an early start.