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Apr. 5th, 2007 10:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rogerdogerOMg I've become so fucking un motivated since I got back from my trip. I think its the total fear of this project. Its a big commitment of everything and I just want to run away, or at least bury my head and hope it all just goes away. speaking of which I really need to address the realtor bullshit. I know its stuck in the court system and is going to surface at some point.
I did the wednesday night group ride last night. I was glad I did although my legs are still really sore from the run on monday. I had called Jerry but he didn't call back, so i fugured he was having to work late and coldnt do it. I turned up and little Pauly was there. Hes obviously been working on his road cycling and was hanging in the front. A few hundred yards into the ride and I see Jerry! He kinda let things slide the last few weeks too, so we both struggled along best we could. I bailed later on and I turned off after about 30 miles. No point in killing myself trying to keep up. Its amazing that I could do that ride a few months ago and now it seems so hard. Keep at it and i'll be back on top soon. I find the working out does give me motivation to do other things in my life...it just hasnt kicked in yet!
I did the wednesday night group ride last night. I was glad I did although my legs are still really sore from the run on monday. I had called Jerry but he didn't call back, so i fugured he was having to work late and coldnt do it. I turned up and little Pauly was there. Hes obviously been working on his road cycling and was hanging in the front. A few hundred yards into the ride and I see Jerry! He kinda let things slide the last few weeks too, so we both struggled along best we could. I bailed later on and I turned off after about 30 miles. No point in killing myself trying to keep up. Its amazing that I could do that ride a few months ago and now it seems so hard. Keep at it and i'll be back on top soon. I find the working out does give me motivation to do other things in my life...it just hasnt kicked in yet!
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